My blog is dying

You may have noticed that things have gone quiet around here of late. What's the reason for this lack of activity? I think it's several things really.

Too darned busy
The last few months have been pretty hectic and an increasing amount of my time outside work is being taken up by locum jobs.

A lack of interest
My interest in blogging is simply in a period of waning. I don't have a new interest either, though I would like to have one. It's pathetic to live without an interest, right?

There is no need for expression
One of the key reasons for blogging is to express yourself and your feelings. I used to get back from a hard days work and want to express my thoughts and feelings to other people. Blogging allowed me to do this. However, of late, i don't need to express myself as much as I did before because I realise that it is useless.

Yeah my blog is dying. Please CPR my blog.

Eventhough you are right, you are on the wrong side of right - Myself.

In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.
Albert Camus

Back To Work!

Time flies when you are having fun! Now I'm back to work after a long lovely break!

Here are pictures of my new-look bedroom:

New study spot! Hope it helps! Thinking to get a wall shelf underneath the scroll frame as the wall looks kinda plain.

Not interested to comment.

I get it; believe me. But life... things happen. You're going down one path, and it seems like a nice path - it is a nice path - and then, next thing you know it's like - whoa. Wrong path. Not the path for me. But that's good. It's good. Because you learn. And you handle it.

- Dr. George O'Malley

Hey,

Have you guys ever had a song stuck in your head? Sometimes it's something you heard on the way to work, or sometimes it seems to arrive from nowhere.

Psychic says when this phenomena happens they may want to alert you to something or get you to acknowledge something you may be ignoring. How true is that?

Oh on another note, I'm at a crossroad. It seems almost all my fellow collegues are starting their master on this new year.

Me? I'm still vague on this. I've been considering ObsGynae (Sakit Puan). But can I afford it?

Now I'm considering Psychiatry (Sakit Jiwa). Anybody against it?

Please I need guidance!

On Paediatric

It's been almost four months since I first joined Paediatric. I started off from having a very vague interest to still being completely uninterested in this field.

I do love kids. Some people told me I look like a person who does not like dealing with kids. That's wrong. The thing is to be a Paediatrician you need to be highly intelligent, patient and committed to your work. Admittedly, I scarcely have this these three traits. Paediatricians or those who in the training come to work very early in the morning. When they work, they really work. They spend very little time gossiping and laughing. They hardly go for lunch. They go home late in the evening. They are probably the most no-nonsense people in the hospital.

Does that sound like me? Hell no.

Paediatric itself is a relatively difficult field, I think. You may think, nah, they are just kids. The truth is it's not easy to deal with people from the extreme of age i.e. the elderly and the young. They get ill faster than us who are in the middle age group. Not to mention, blood taking and setting lines for them is one big time. Yes, when you finally acquired the skills it can be easy. But the kids themselves are difficult. I mean they can cry, scream and struggle when you touch them.

Last night I was oncall in Paediatric. It ran quite smooth. Praise be to Him.

I'm now off for a locum from 8 to 10. They pay me quite reasonable. Call me money-minded. Different people have different goals in life. My aim is to earn money while I'm still young so that I can have a comfortable life later on.

"Live while you can. Love while you can."